Today is March 31st, 2026 and I haven't made a blog post in five months. I know, that's a long time and I should be making more frequent updates. That's why I'm making this one. Here's what's happened since October. My condition has quite quickly declined to the point where even I recognize it. I said in the last post that they said I had schizoaffective but I didn't think I did and now I'm here to say I was wrong, I most definitely have it. Everything got so bad to the point I had to go to a mental hospital and that sucked. They gave me meds and they help but also they don't help as much as I wish they would. Even with them I can't go more than a few hours without horrible hallucinations. The doctors at the hospital were all together unhelpful. It felt like they were just there to make a paycheck and I needed more care than that. I still need care. I would probably do well with a full time caregiver. I can't really take care of myself and I'm sure the people in my life are getting tired of helping me all the time. This has felt like less of a status update and more of a ramble but I guess it's kinda an update.
- Breebee